july 30

On friday, i helped farveen to solve a problem with her workpiece
then after i was done with my work
i went to help ramzi with his workpiece
i didn't help much but i feel good about it
made me realize im not that much of an asshole.

OH! I TOLD YOU SO

ok so imagine,
imagine you got fucked up in life
fucked up so very bad
and you lost your way
got caught up in the misery and everything...
and one day you find something
something that defines you, something that reflects on your life, something that calms you
be it a friend, a pet or a band

you fall for it
and to you its the most beautiful thing on earth
you want it
you want it to be yours alone
but at the very same time
you want everyone to feel how it makes you feel

so you share it
you share with the people closes to you
but
soon, they take bits and pieces of it with them
and you find that the most beautiful thing on earth
your most highly regarded entity
does not belong to you anymore
it sucks because you allowed it to happen
it sucks because your aware that
you cant take back what has been given



i may not express it but
this is
how much i love it
how much it means to me

SO TAKE WHAT I HAVE GIVEN YOU
I PRAY ITS SUFFICE
FOR I WISH NOT TO SHARE ANYMORE


so tell me


AM I WRONG


to feel this